Words laced with sadness,
In the pretense of angered frustrations,
Through the lives of all this madness,
The lack of any profound sensation.
I am numb.
I think I'll numb myself to all this pain and anguish by numbing first the part of me that thinks this world is fair, maybe then I'll lead a life that doesn't distinguish the pain I feel for my failings to be good or face the expectations of the many.
Words can only say so much in the emotions that currently spill from my tattered soul. It's tired, as am I both spiritually and physically in facing against these torrents of many abysmal spirits that lack spark and find joy in making the light of many others disappear.
It's a losing battle this, one I've been fighting alone since my mentor passed. Another reminder that life is just not fair.
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